Perception.

I'm always intrigued with people's perceptions of me because they're always so vastly different from how I perceive myself. For example, I was the fat, funny-looking kid for so long, that I still think of myself that way. I can't stand the "beautiful people." Mike used to tell me that I was sexy, and even sexier because I just didn't recognize it. I'm starting to think that he may have been right.

Someone I really don't know at all had this to say about me today: "You seem like an Energizer Bunny. You also seem to have this cosmic sensual spirit about you."

I'm not sure what it means to have a cosmic sensual spirit. But I totally dig it.